The last couple of weeks have been hell……….well…….Literally. I have not felt myself in about a month or so and I can admit that I am not ok. It all started back when I became a broadcaster on Galaxy Radio and I was brought on by my old boss. At this time I was babysitting and podcasting for a show I developed myself called The Deanna Jean Show in which, I don’t run anymore. I am not going to say anything else because, I seriously don’t want to compromise this person. Some of you know the story and if you ask me I will tell you. But long story show, shit happened, things were said and more shit happened.
A couple of weeks ago I was fired because I am canadian and he wanted english and irish people on the radio station, then just last week my ex boss sells the company and starts a fight with the new owner. I decided that I must quit because, I really hate drama and I was even before when it was feel deciding on leaving as well. I really hate drama, and I was actually told to “stop being dramatic” by the old boss. Yeah, I’ve talked to the people who I trust about this, although there is one other person that I do trust and I have only talked to the once and that was a couple of months ago.
But thats not my point. I feel like I was being treated in savage ways and I should have left, I always felt left out and lonely during group conversations. This is prolly apart of the way I feel right now and throughout the last weeks. I am glad that I am no longer apart of that radio station, and will continue to thrive on my own with the newest addition to my podcasting company Dare to Dream Podcast with myself and Joe Potosi. There is a lot off good that has come from the fall of my career as a radio broadcaster and I know it’s just for the best. Podcasting is where I am meant to be for the time being, and one day I hope to be apart of another and better opportunity where I can rise without fault in where I am actually meant to be. For now I am going to keep it real by podcasting.
Yeah, I have been having pressure headaches from all of my stress from over the months and I hope to get rid of them soon. I know I have so much on my plate but I am working on dealing with a lot of it. I know it’s been long since I have posted to this blog, and I was emotionally not well do to what’s has been happening to me. But I am going to try and get back on schedule with these because they seemed to help before.
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